Malign!

There are many times that we get maligned for something we have not done due to various reasons. Because people are bias against you, people do not know what you are trying to say or people just don't bother to give you the respect that you deserve.

Many people come and go, and what I can't stand most is the damage that they cause in your life. It has happened to me on various occasions and the most hurting ones are when the people who malign you are either you best friends or family. Its like, why do that when you are family or friends to the victim. Then on the other hand, how do you define friends? Those who only find you when they are in trouble? Those who are only there when you are in trouble? Or those who have been with you regardless of whether anyone of you are in trouble or not, spending happy and sad moments together?

Everyone is so busy nowadays that it is so difficult to make a point to meet up. When people promise to keep in touch and all, it is just false talk most of the time. Like, we are all so busy with school life, new friends that we meet, work and all, till we forget the promises made and forget to spend time with your friends.

Many things has just happened recently and I don’t feel comfortable in blogging them out. Haiz, just can’t wait to go Shanghai and be gone for a while. Maybe my absence would make everyone’s life easier, better. Maybe its time for me to really really move on and stop hoping that things would be the same as secondary school days. The relationships that we have has really changed and shattered, and its time I just face the music rather than hide and pray for the better.

Hate it to be like that. It is so not me… But, sometimes the strongest person can be really vulnerable and all they need is just for family and friends to be around them to give them the joy in life.

Okie, got to go back to doing project work now... School is cool, but work is not!

Interesting day..

Yesterday was a rather happening day… Firstly is I had project, than the award ceremony, then went clubbing at St James Power Station… What an interesting day lah…

I was quite pissed with the award ceremony thing... All of our certificates has been printed wrongly except for Rennie’s one… Like what the hell lah, these names have been given so long before and this kind of stupid thing can happen… If it is only a few I can understand, but ALL?! Like hello, are you people doing your job well? Maybe our sport is just not well liked, but whatever…

Then we register so early, wait so long, go some useless rehearsal that in the end we did not rehearse just for that 10secs on that stage… Quite sad ah… Hahaz… Well, I guess that is life since we like are not the main characters… Hahaz…


I am so short!!!

Our guys look quite hot in their formal attire… Okie, maybe not hot, but look quite smart… I love Thomas’s teddy bear tie man, its darn cute people… Hahaz… We had quite a lot of fun taking loads and loads of almond longan jelly… It was good stuff man!!!



Then mad rush home to get prepared for clubbing… Was in a dilemma whether to wear dress or a new top that I bought… Hahaz… Finally came to a conclusion and wore the great new top that I have... I look like hot stuff man, actually I AM HOT STUFF!!! Hahaz… Then MISS TANG decided to pang sei all of us and not go… Like so damn sian when I received the news lah… Friend, please don’t do that again next time… My heart weak ah… Hahaz…

I pity Annette man… She came all the way down with us then her boyfriend was making a fuss so it kinda spoilt her mood… Her babe, thanks for making the effort down and I hope that you two are fine now… =)

So, it was left with coach, Xue Ying, Mei Zhi and me… So sad, but we had a lot a lot a lot of fun lah! We went from one club to another in St James Power Station and the songs were kinda boring after a while cause they like keep playing the same songs in different clubs… Like so sian lah.. I think they share the same ipod… Hahaz... Budget ah…. BUT!!! I MET A HOT HUNK THERE CAN!!! His name is Roy... Wha, he look like High School Musical the main character… But HOTTER! I am still mesmerized by him lah… Wha… Hid body and face, hot stuff man!!! LIKE ME!!! Hahaz… So thick skin…

After we left, we decided to go Coach’s house to have fun… Went there and we were watching Night at the Museum… Good movie man... Dum dum where is my gum gum… Very funny, but poor Xue Ying and Mei Zhi fell asleep so fast that they missed the show… Hahaz… I quite slow ah, the movie so long le then I watch… Yeah, after the movie I went to sleep an that is the end of the day…

I still can’t get over the hot stuff… Hahaz… HOT!!! Really really hot...

Weird day...

After 1 week, my big bruise is finally gone... Thanks to those who attempted to rub my bruise and those who cared for me... =) i am so loved.. hahahz...

Today had the Shanghai phone interview... I think i was the last to be called, so i was like damn anxious and nervous... It was quite enjoyable though.. Cant believe that i am saying this lah... The lady is really nice and i like her... Hahaz...

So after the interview i became a really good girl and ate with my parents then studied at home... Then i decided to meet lisa for supper and stay over at her place.. While i was walking to the MRT station, i saw this cat, it was crawling on its two front feet, dragging the lower body and vommiting blood out of its mouth... It was damn sad sight to see lah.. So the first thing i did was to call SPCA... But i guess that SPCA of Singapore is kinda loser... It has only ONE driver in duty and he was out at another emergency.... The poor cat died 15mins after i called SPCA... I waited for one BLOODY hour and still no sight, so i decided to leave the cat which was cold, dead and full of foam and blood on its mouth... I don't expect a rescue mission in 15 mins, but 45 mins the most? I mean, even if the cat had a chance to live, i think it would have been dead by the time the SPCA help came.. Its just ridiculous lah! What for donate money to this society when it is not even put to good use... Darn man...

I am so pissed lah... Thankfully i had another person with me... After chatting, i found out that he knows ASH!!! So we are like happily chatting for one hour... Then both of us decided to leave.. The world is so small... Hahaz...

I hope that the person who is responsible for the cat's death would be nabbed and punished... Evil i say, EVIL!!!

And i have to end with, i hate guys who hide things away from their girlfriends and vice versa... I mean, what is the point of being together when you are not truthful? Especially when you cheat on someone and expects forgiveness.. Just go eat shit and die... I mean, hello, it is your fault and you still think it is okie? What kind of attitude is that?!

Okie, got to sleep now.. Got to study for OB tomorrow... BYE!!!